57% Dead

Juggling work, school and the reunion is really getting a gigantic toll on me. I am hardly sleeping or eating right because of the many different things that I have to do in order to keep up with everything that has to deal with due dates and that is practically everything right now.

I am grateful that I got a week off from work in order to get the other two things done but so far... every little inch that I do seems to make the outcome more farther than closer. Work being placed aside for the week is actually quite helpful but I am already stressing out and today is just the first day of my scheduled vacation.

School is definitely a contribution of my anxiety and loss of mental strength. I have an essay that is due on Monday and I have been looking through journals and reading the course kit multiple times and I cannot sum up anything that will help me even start or think about the essay. I have actually researched my topic but so far, it is not the one that I am looking for. I just got to keep on reading I suppose and hope to goodness gracious that something in my wonderful mentally drained brain will regurgitate something of use that will contribute on my essay. Did I mention it was due THIS Monday!? O_o

On top of school... I have the reunion to shovel with. The reunion is very important to the family and especially my mother since we are the family that is hosting the event here and majority of our relatives are going to be there. I mean, we are talking about the whole family tree here. It is a gigantic event that will create memories that will last a life time! It is so crazy right now with all the preparations, food, decorations, program events and all that jazz... I am talking about a full blown jam packed event here! So far, I have been in charge with the construction of many different things like the banner, things to deal with computer and tinkering with ideas in order to get the job done. I am like my own tech committee and I am the "go-to" person when something does not seem fit or need advice on. It hurts my head a little but opinions matter when it deals with reunion like these. My reunion starts this Friday and lasts about 2 or 3 days... I do not remember. That is how dead I am.

So recap... I have an essay due on Monday that I am slowly but surely going to get done somehow and at the same time I have a family reunion planning and the actual event will be on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. How many days does that give me?? Not a lot when I looked at the calendar. Argh! The many different directions I am being lead too is really mind boggling and it does hurt very much. I am still jumbling both things because both are really important and I do not want to mess up on either of them.

On the good note... I have been playing a lot of DDR lately and I have to say, it relieves my stress quite a lot and at the same time enjoy it to the fullest! Haha! I think I should keep on researching now. It is a late right now but what can I do; it is the only time I can research. >_< Also... I think I might have to change my phone. Options given to me is the iPhone or Blackberry. Any suggestions?

Body check: 43% working and functioning => WARNING - LOW!

`~CheckedOut!