Feeling...

... a little off.

Maybe I've been working way too hard and way too long on both school and work. I am not really sure.

I don't really feel energetic as much... maybe it's because there is so many things happening all at once, it's just a little overwhelming to adhere.

I have to find something that'll make me happy and that will help me keep going.

`~CheckedOut!

How do I feel?

Physically: I feel like every connected limb and joints will fall off any moment. Every movement that I have made is a contribution of this pain... it's very overwhelming.

Mentally: It hurts and beats really hard with every movement of thought I make. It's unbearable at times.

Overview: I think I am going to feel this way for really long time. T_T

`~CheckedOut!

Reminders - Done ASAP

Just a reminder of things that needs to be done:

- Finish writing out the notes and re-read the readings for class
- Review for Mid-Term on Wednesday
- Search for courses in the website
- Once the amount is gone, ENROLL FOR YOUR FALL/WINTER CLASSES

Here are just other small reminders:
- Keep learning to draw and keep drawing
- Sing your heart out when you want too
- Smile on the things that delight your heart
- Having BBT with Melissa when she comes back
- Get some SLEEP

That should be it for now. I am pretty sure there is more to come =P

`~CheckedOut!

The Start of June

I have not been very cheerful or energetic when the month of June began. I am not sure why but I noticed it nearing the end of May. I do not know what to do to turn it around... first of all, I don't even know what is causing my low energy.

If I think about it, it could probably be a couple of things. Maybe the routine of my day or summer is just not as exciting and eventful as it could be. Maybe there is something else there that I do not know and it is causing this. It is a bother really. I guess I'm loosing excitement in my current situation. Not sure what my situation may be but I know for the fact that I am not very happy on where I stand. Maybe I should find something that will make me feel excited or more energetic. I might be burned out...

On the other hand though, I know you are right. I want to thank you for knocking some sense into me when we were talking. That conversation really made me understand what is missing in our relationship. We should just set aside a day(s) where it is only you and I. Just spend a day with each other and enjoy each others company. I do not think we have been having that lately so its affecting us little by little. Hopefully I will be able to find those days where we can just chill and enjoy. I really hope there will be a day that will happen.

As for now, I will just keep going until I get to see you again and be with you again. It is a little sad but what can I do. Time is the only thing that is needed to be finished in order to get to you. I will hold on to those words that you said to me.

I will never forget it.

`~CheckedOut!