New Background

Just trying out something. I am not sure but I think the pattern in the back can hurt someones eyes. LOL

Still looking for one... maybe I'll just make one. I don't know. We'll see! =P

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I really really like you.

Since Graham and I were not able to spend Valentine's Day on the day it was, we went out on our own day and celebrated it together. It was very nice... although I was really late again due to errands that had to be made and some voiced out comments that were said got me off track but other than that... it was very nice.

We hung out in Square One for about an hour. Ate KFC (romantic ain't it!) and walked around the mall just looking at things. At a certain time, I completely forgot that I don't have his gift. I was suppose to make it but I didn't have the energy the day before due to circumstances. So where is the best place to make up for it?! ... You guessed it right if you thought BULK BARN. That place is FREAKING AMAZING! I could stay there all day and just inhale everything (both metaphorically and literally xD). I told Graham that he could pick any chocolate he wants and, being him, he went straight for the chocolate covered almonds and what a coincidence (or convenient in my opinion) that it was ON SALE! .99cents/100g I think... It's a steal for me! =D but he loves that chocolate so he took as much as he wanted. =P

Besides the in between traveling, we decided to catch a movie and WE WATCHED A CHICK FLICK.... WRONG! If that would ever happen, it would probably be when we have enough money to blow or have won a good amount of money from the lottery! LOL! We watched The Wolfman (again... we are a REALLY romantic couple ;D) and it was not so bad. Lived up to the folklore story deadon. Even though the movie ended like an open book, it was really good. A lot of "blood and gore" but nothing to be afraid of. A little cringe here and there too.

So to end our "Romantic Date," we decided to go to Pub near my place. When we arrived, we got there around 10 pas 10pm-ish. We ordered our food and beverages (on the side note: it was .35cents/wing) and our order did not come till an hour later. I was MAD hungry, and a little upset but the place has its reputation so I forgive em. =) So after eating... I know I wouldn't be able to handle the wait again so we got into my car and went to a romantic dinner at 11PM at night. Oh yeah... what cannot be more romantic than McDonald's!!! That was our romantic dinner and it was soooo satisfying!! Sharing nuggets (cause thats what we can afford. Haha!) and for dessert... apple pie. Gotta love that apple pie!

Having these small spontaneous outings are really nice... even though our date was for Valentine's... we still did not know what to do. It's just fun talking about what is going to happen next. Gotta love it!

Oh.. and what is a "Romantic Date" without the guy giving gifts to his girlfriend. Graham got these for me.. he did not have too, I was really happy just to spend the day with him but he always wants to be about 0.5 step ahead xD

A Series of Unfortunate Events: The Hostile Hospital (Book#8)
I just love this series. Even though its for young kids to read, the story is really addicting. I'm collecting all of it... I have #1 till current and is still growing

House: Season Four
Oh yes he did! I could not believe that he got this for me. I mean... DVDs are expensive... especially House series! I was planning on getting it once I earn my pay but I guess he's just beating me to it. Only one more to get until I am updated!


Meet Grahammy Bear (He named it... not me)
This bear is so soft and warm. It has a note sealed in the envelope but I'm not going to show it! =P

He really does not have to do all this for me. Sometimes simple things are always good but its always nice to be treated really special every once in a while. =)

I really really like you, Graham. ^_^... that's how it was said before it turned to love.

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anyone?

Anyone have methods for relieving stress?

Or tips for relaxation?

Natural and cheap would be nice too =P

Would sure like to know some.

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At the moment...

I really wish it would come.

Reading the different reasons for not arriving gives me but little reassurance

Just arrive already so that I won't have to worry/wonder anymore...

Please please please!!

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Feelings atm

Sometimes I feel I am out of the loop.

A lot of people seem to be going ahead and using their higher knowledge of "whatever the topic may be" so that they could put their finger on it and it will be more likely to be true and then the discussion will end. I don't know if its just me being sensitive (which I hope I am not) but sometimes I think it kills the moment of having a nice and continuous conversation.

Especially with some of my friends where when I talk to them... they have to use what they have learned in school and apply it to their everyday lives (which I give 10x of koodos to them) but don't come up and say:

"**insert word here**... you know, its **insert definition of word here**. Didn't you learn it at York?"

It bothers me so much to hear that... I don't learn the same thing as you! I'm not in the same class as you or program as you. Heck! I don't even go to your school! How the heck am I suppose to know a word that only you are expose too. You're probably in some science or natural science, math, english, anthro, politics or whatever program you are. Great job to you that your doing all that things in your program and like to express it to the world but don't put people down in the process of it. I am sometimes so close to hurting you but you know me, I don't want to hurt anyone.

I guess this was more of a rant than a feelings atm huh? LOL
I hope today gets better... >__<

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To my Friends:

I have been noticing that a lot of you have been getting upset for whatever reason they may have... whether it is personal or social or anything that has happened to get you guys upset.

I personally know that I cannot everything to make you feel better because sometimes a person just cannot be there by your side all the time physically.

So I just wanted to maybe help cheer them up with this small image...



I really hope it cheered you guys up a little. Just trying to help. I love you guys and please cheer up soon. It takes more muscles to frown (and produces negative energy) than to smile!

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After all that...

... I made the decision that will save my butt.

I just have to pull a really heavy load next year... >__< yikes!

I will really miss it but I am content with what I did. It won't affect it negatively anymore.

I will try to use the skills I learned as much as possible.

Thank you for everything! d(^_^)b

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