Saturday, May 22, 2010

Somewhere Out There

Lyricist: Cynthia Weil
Composers: James Horner and Barry Mann
From: An American Tale

Somewhere out there
Beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me
And loving me tonight

Somewhere out there
Someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
In that big somewhere out there

And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star

And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing
on the same bright star

And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true...

I miss you very much. Please come home safely.

`~CheckedOut!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Week Up Ahead

I'm going to be very busy before the May 24 weekend.

Thursday, May 20: Work from 12noon to 8pm.
Friday, May 21: Work from 12noon to 9pm.
Saturday, May 22: Work from 9AM to 5PM (Dolly Patton shift).
Sunday, May 23: Work from 5pm to 12AM.

Dang I'm a hard worker! xD I have to earn something!

I'm looking forward for this:

Monday, May 24: No work (should be) = Spending time with the family! Also, Graham is coming back on this day; should be at least.

Very excited for that. Spending time with the family and knowing that my lover is coming back from his vacation and I hope for a safe journey! =)

I have to sleep now. It's past 1AM and I should get some sleep. Night night!

`~CheckedOut!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

FML ATM

I am always getting the shitty end of the stick. No joke! It is very frustratingly annoying! Want to know about it? Ask me.

Waiting for this week to pass. Hurry up already! You owe me 30 days of dates! I will settle for 20 days but any less than that, you're going to make up for it bigger than this one. I DEMAND those dates!

Also... I should find ways to balance my food intake and work out. I have to find options, advices and methods on going about it. I gotta think.

`~CheckedOut!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I forgot...

... why I avoided IM's and Inbox Messages.
Knowing you are that far away and communicating through electronic instruments depresses me because in my head, I want to have a conversation with you in person where I can physically see you, hear you, touch you and many more.
Just when I thought I am getting better... communicating with you just made it even harder.
Now I really feel bummed out and doing nothing. I'm going to hunt for comfort food.

`~CheckedOut!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Just a note

Got to go home early from work due to the extreme windy conditions. Mother nature was really upset today.

Got to do some homework... still have to read though. Poop.

Tomorrow... work is from 9-5pm (Dolly Parton Shift) I get to spend Mother's Day tomorrow with my family so I'm also happy about that! YAY! Bad thing though, I don't get to go to church and I have to wake up really early! RAWR!

Other than that, it seems pretty OK. Sounds like everything is getting brighter... with the exception of some things that are disclosed!

Mwahahahahah!!! I'm just bored. >_<

I should head to bed now. I have to get up early!

NTS: Figure out how to get rid of those eye bags. T^T

`~CheckedOut!

Couples

Every time I see a couple spending time together; even if the only thing they are doing are:
- holding hands
- spending time with each other even though they really don't know what to do
- having a meal together
- walking together
- hugging each other
- talking on the phone
- laughing together
- having their playful fights
and many other different ways a couple interacts with one another, it makes me smile and makes me feel good that there are times where two people can just enjoy themselves with one another and bathe in that feeling that they both are experiencing when they are together.

It makes my heart feel really nice and warm every time I see it. It is a feeling that people can experience when that feeling appears. Its just so wonderful to have when its there. It's like eating something that you haven't had in such a long time and tasting it once more and you remember all those past feelings that were so good at that time.

I wish I could get it soon.
I miss that feeling.

`~CheckedOut!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

To-My-Heart

Its hard being in love and being far away from each other...

Its almost like all the love songs and helpless romantic songs are jumbled and squished into a small vacant space in my heart and getting stuck because they all want to come out at once.

It's only been a week and it still hurts to breathe when I think of you. I have 3 more weeks to go, its not too long but it just drags really slow.

I have to find things that will make the day run faster but at the same time pace myself... if I move too fast, I might miss the little things that matters the most!

I got to love myself somehow.

`~CheckedOut!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Assessment to myself

Work week is finally done for now... crazy and hectic was the situation but it was very a good experience for something like that. I also got a good work out from it, as well as some blisters. >_<

Summer school starts today... twice a week from 10AM to 1PM. Not so bad when I think about it.

I think I need more sleep but I can handle what I can for now I suppose.

Freaking out just a little bit but hoping it work itself out.

Got a message from Graham on Facebook. Its not much but it seems like he is enjoying himself... he's apparently tanned so I'll just take his word for it.

Other than that... I am just this one girl who has work on the weekends, going to summer school for the next 3 months, needing more sleep while freaking out on something and missing Graham dearly and curious about his tanned body.

imu.g

`~CheckedOut!