It just really sucks

Today was suppose to be one of those days that will end with something that feels that it'll be alright since I am gonna be apart for a while.

There is no bowling tomorrow so I won't be able to see him and on top of that, he's going up to Barrie to do his monthly visit to his family. And another thing, he has a week off for his school so I won't see him at all. I don't mind him doing this because it's normal and I'm used to it. It's just the circumstances before doing any of what he needs to do is what pissed me off really really much.

I don't know where to start or how to explain it but its cause he needed to hand in something that required a hard-copy and an electronic-copy but he only knew about the electronic copy, not the hard copy. So he called his house and hopefully send him the thing that he needs but whoever was on the phone didn't know how to attach the damn file and couldn't even open the files in the first place so we wasted like 2 hours hoping that it'll work. He should've just went home and came back... it would've been faster... like SO MUCH FASTER!!!!

On top of that... he had to do some online thing that he could've done like days ago but because of his busy schedule, he couldn't do it so we did it together. It's online with a time limit and all that. It had something to do with computers and some sort of program that I cannot remember from the tip of my head so I'll just leave it to that. And that took another 45 minutes or so to do and in the end, he did pass. He say his mark (it was sort of instant actually) and he passed. Awesome job for him.

After that, we wanted to eat together but when we looked at the time, it was already hitting 3pm which is bad cause since he wasn't able to hand in that thing, he has to go home, get the USB and come back here to print what he needs to print out. But if he were to do that, he would miss his train (train leaves at 6pm I think) so yeah. He has a lot of hassle to do if it were to happen that way...

So me, being me, I suggested that he should just send it to me and I'll print it out for him and I'll hand it in for him since it's only a drop box thing. He questioned my suggestion and obviously I didn't want to do it because I wanted to spend time with him but as always, academic over everything if need be so I insisted to do so.

So now, I am at his school library, waiting for his call when he emails it to me and I'll print it and hand it in. Time is ticking though but I'll stay until I hand it in for him. I'm just very upset because of all these obstacles that came about... I mean... its just pissing me off a lot and right now I am just sad in a corner of this library and not talking to anyone but there is nothing I can do. Whats done is done and there is nothing that I can do.

I'll just get ready and go to work. Working from 6pm to 2am... the usual. I'll try and not feel sad or upset when I reach work. My bus is coming soon but I'll wait for it. I should also eat something... maybe I should buy something before I go... Yeah... I'll get like a poutine or something. Something warm for sure since its wet and windy outside so I'll make it... not to worry. I'll make it.

How sad am I... started crying when Justin Bieber's song "One Less Lonely Girl" came on the radio... how pathetic of me...

DSTT... boo!!

... I am very upset that my TTDS is not working ...

... I have been very patient with it for some time now and it is still not yet working ...

... Still trying to figure out why it all of a sudden stopped working out of the blue ...

... If I can't figure it out, should I keep trying anyways or just buy a new one? ...

... I'll have to check ...

grr....