Mini-Update

I have not been able to write on my blog for the many reasons that occupy me and for reasons that when I want to write, its something like 3 o'clock in the morning. I just thought of updating this for the benefit of myself and of course to share whats been up with me and at the same time read your blogs and see whats up with you.

I looked at a calendar and I realized that there are only a couple more weeks till the beginning of school and the end of summer. Time has been passing by so fast that I did not even recognize it up until I looked at a calendar. I think part of why it felt fast is because I worked five times a week, pulling hours like mad. In the end, all the earned money has been spent on food, paying for the summer course, buying things for the summer course, help pay tuition for next year, helping out family issues, weekly needs and all that. I really do not have a lot in my bank but I am glad that I did not use it on things that are unimportant.

I do have to say that I really did miss a lot in the summer. I missed the rib fest that would come here for the weekend, I missed family outings and many more that I cannot think of at the moment. What I truly missed out on it hanging out with my friends and family and also my boyfriend. Since the summer began, I became a workaholic. I wanted to work to earn the money and spend the money when need be, especially when it comes to chilling with friends and family. I ended up working so much that I did not have time for any of it because of the schedule that was posted up and schedules that I made because of the circumstances of things that I have to follow. I only realized it when all my friends birthdays were here and mine too. I realized that I have not seen my friends to chill since school ended whether they are from my school or other schools. Also, I missed my best friends birthday party because I could not get it off and foremost, I was not able to celebrate my birthday with my friends. I just realized that this summer was not bad but nor was it good. I ended up feeling sorry for myself because I became a workaholic and did not find time or at least I could not get time off to just enjoy myself and with friends and family. I am pretty cheesed about it but the summer is almost over and there is only so much time left until everything is back to school mode.

What else is there... *sigh* I do not know. I will just leave it for next time. There is too much. At the moment, I really do feel a little down about it now.

`~CheckedOut!